Making decision is the hardest thing to do . =,='

10.57 am . November 14th, 2011 . Office desk . Blur .

Heyyo yo yo yo! (siap echo tu. LOL)  kepala agak berserabut so rasenye sini adalah tempat paling appropriate for express or spill all my serabut thingy yang aku swallowed and yang betenggek kat dalam kepala lately ni . Act, not too serabut lah but more to how am I to make a decision when am never too sure about something that I wanna decide . hooh pahey dok ? kawe pong ta bapo nok pahey deyh apo kawe kecek . kah kah .

Its all about 'KERJA' . hmm . I need a new SALARY indeed ! so, when your present company never raised your salary and you has been working there almost 2 years, then what you should actually do ? *raise eyebrow* . nope, don't get me wrong . bukan na salahkan sesape . tapi dah penat berfikiran positif kot ni . Plus, now I already have a car . sakit weyy mane na bayar kereta mane na bayar loan study mane na bagi parents sume mane na jimba eh itu ta temasuk ek ? haha .

Pastu, g interview salary pon ta berape na besh jugak . aku ni demand sangat ke ? aku demand based on my experience je . hmm .

Act, na cite last saturday aku gi interview kat one of properties company kat somewhere lah . Kerja ni pon di recommend oleh one of my 'accidentally' best buddy gak . Thanx to her . hehe . Time aku interview , the interviewer memang berjaya meng'convince' dan aku pon trying to convince her tapi aku sebenanye tapaham dan ta berani dan ta ta ta sebagainye lah . haha aku blur dah ni . yela, I mean time interview memang lah cerita ye ye kan . Tapi takut bile dah start lain pulak jadinye kan . Yes, bile baca part ni misti you guys evaluating me as kinda yang 'COWARD' ta berani ambil risiko . Yes, I am . huh ! please bell, change that , be brave , grow up . kalau ta sampai bile bile kau ta maju . sigh ~

Okay lah motif sebenar entry aku kali ni adalah adakah aku sesenang je na terima keje lain yang ta meng'offer' gaji yang di'demand' oleh aku . or I should try first . Orang kata ' Be brave to take a risk of something cause we don't even know what are waiting for us in future' . Tu la kan , setiap kerja yang kita dapat tu mesti ade pro & cont .

Ta semestinya apa yang kita na kita dapat . Tapi kalau kita usaha dan redha dengan ketentuan Allah tu mesti Allah akan menjanjikan sesuatu untuk kita kan . Eh ? dah masuk aspek kehidupan dah ni . Jauh nau dah kau ni bell . hak hak . Adoi aku sangat confuse. Mak aku pesan fikir masak masak sebelum buat keputusan . Tapi aku dah besa kan takan aku na depends on people decision jugak kan . urghhhh ! grow up and make your own decision and deal with it whether it will end with good or bad consequences bell . yes I will . Be brave to take responsibility . wahhhh ! kelas kau punye cerita bell . *Motivate diri sendiri letteww aku ni LOL*

So, moral values nye adalah THINK WISELY BEFORE MAKE A DECISION . haha tetibe . :D
Okaylah . da habes lah cerita sampai sini k . Signing off here .


p/s: Maybe I'll take the challenge . Rezeki Allah is everywhere as long as you make an efforts to get it . Insha'Allah . All that you have to do is WORK HARD & JUST ENJOY WHATEVER YOU DO WAN NABILLA NATRAH ! :D