Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Friday, July 4, 2014

Mr. Calm

This entry dedicated to, whom once make me forget about my past, once being my angel from my nightmare, my best friend, my shoulder to cry, my hardcore-music-mate, once my errthing .

You're the best thing happen in my life. Sorry for ain't being no perfect for ya. I know you've been hurt so much when you're with me for all this while. More misery than happiness . So much sacrifice happen . Laughter and tears that we've had . So many things we shared . Every penny spent. Honestly, you've already made me being me once again after what I've been through before.You're such a wonderful guy with a very big heart.

I know I can never please you. I've had my disturbing time sometimes. My ego exceed errthing. Plus your uncontrollable concrete egoistic . My always-unstatic-decision . Your ignorance . My craving-for-attention-behaviour . Your don't-give-a-fck attitude.  My sellfishness-bimbo-character sometimes .Your childish moment . And all that we had together . Through thick and thin . I will never be able to pay back all your kindness towards me .

I always blaming myself for whatever happen right now. How I wish we can turn back time and I'll never meet you then burden your life with all of my fckin' attitude . Hence, we will never be so stress or even don't have to think bout' one another all day errday all time errtime :(

But you know what people always say, common one , ERRTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON. And I was the lucky one who got to know you for all this time .

"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right,
I hope you had the time of your life"