Thursday, August 21, 2014

O.L.D

I feel it now. I feel that am too older to whatsapping 24/7 with anyone. Lost interest in erday-same&lame-conversation. Ain't that the symptom am gettin older and boring person?


Emo-globin .

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Underdog

You really won . Yes, you're .

Long ago, I should have really move on, when I think I am , but actually I ain't .

From that moment, I'm an underdog . And I don't even think of winning no more .

I give u my white flag .

Enjoy your glorious you piece of shit .

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Friday, July 4, 2014

Mr. Calm

This entry dedicated to, whom once make me forget about my past, once being my angel from my nightmare, my best friend, my shoulder to cry, my hardcore-music-mate, once my errthing .

You're the best thing happen in my life. Sorry for ain't being no perfect for ya. I know you've been hurt so much when you're with me for all this while. More misery than happiness . So much sacrifice happen . Laughter and tears that we've had . So many things we shared . Every penny spent. Honestly, you've already made me being me once again after what I've been through before.You're such a wonderful guy with a very big heart.

I know I can never please you. I've had my disturbing time sometimes. My ego exceed errthing. Plus your uncontrollable concrete egoistic . My always-unstatic-decision . Your ignorance . My craving-for-attention-behaviour . Your don't-give-a-fck attitude.  My sellfishness-bimbo-character sometimes .Your childish moment . And all that we had together . Through thick and thin . I will never be able to pay back all your kindness towards me .

I always blaming myself for whatever happen right now. How I wish we can turn back time and I'll never meet you then burden your life with all of my fckin' attitude . Hence, we will never be so stress or even don't have to think bout' one another all day errday all time errtime :(

But you know what people always say, common one , ERRTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON. And I was the lucky one who got to know you for all this time .

"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right,
I hope you had the time of your life"

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Isolated

Isolated . Gua okay .😎

Normal . Takkan dalam seumur hidup engko huha huha dengan kawan kawan engko , takde even seorang pon yang lama lama meluat tengok perangai engko tapi still okay depan engko . Plastic demi menjaga hati engko .

Ke gua je yang cenggini ?

Kahkahkah celaka betei . Takpela gua redhooo . Gua mmg admit gua ni annoying . Kenkadang tu gua sendiri rasa annoying dgn diri sendiri . Wahaha

Dah masa bergerak sensorang rasanya pon umur2 gini . Tapi yang gua tahu memories gua dengan kawan kawan gua tak pernah hilang . Memories remain . Gituhh . Insha'Allah .

The conclusion is, sebelum gua rasa meluat dengan diri sendiri ni, baik gua blah dulu . Engko ghase ?

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Bosan vs taubat

Sebenanya gua bosan.
Sampai tahap dah tak boleh beza apa yang tak bosan dengan apa yang bosan.
Aikk macamana tu ?

Dah tua betul la gamaknya ni.
Sudah sudah la tu bell.

Bila nak kawen ?
Eh salah
Bila nak taubat ?

Wkwkwk kbai

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Lullabies

   Like lullabies you are,
Forever in my mind.
I see you in all,
The pieces in my life.
Though you weren't mine,
You were my first love.

I wanted to go away with you,
And I will leave all my troubles here.
I wanted to run away with you,
And I will bring all my dreams and fears.

Like lullabies you are,
Forever in my mind.
I see you in all,
The pieces in my life.
Though you weren't mine...
Like lullabies you are,
Forever in my mind.
I see you in all,
The pieces in my life.o
Though you weren't mine

Though you weren't mine,
You were my first love.
You were my first love.

I wanted to start again with you,
And I will leave all my worries here.
I wanted only you.
I know that I felt with you.

Like lullabies you are,
Forever in my mind.
I see you in all,
The pieces in my life.
Though you weren't mine...
Like lullabies you are,
Forever in my mind.
I see you in all,
The pieces in my life.
Though you weren't mine,

Though you weren't mine,
You were my first love.
You were my first love.
You were my first love.
You were my first love.

lek la gua suka je lagu ni . Takde kena mengena dgn sejenis apa pon . Hahaha bai

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Punishment ? Reminder ?

1) MAS flight MH370 was disappeared almost 2 weeks .

Too many speculation . Crashed . Hijacked . Hidden by the unseen world .

Foreign media started talk bad about our country, our Malaysian attitude . The witchdoctor .

Although, still several countries volunteer to help finding this missing plane. They provide the air force, navy, military etc to support this mission.

God bless all of you .

Whatever happen we as Malaysian and all over the world still #prayformh370 until it's been found .

2) ASOT / FMFA 2014

6 died by overdose (drugs) and suffocation problem .

Too many mofo judges out there who's playing God to says the things that seems right to 'emselves without considering victim family's feeling .

Like they never commit sin , the innocent ever . Foreal ?

Just one thing, good people will never saying bad thing about other people . Bare that in mind fake preachers !

Take this incident as a lesson to us who still goin' thru this tough life .

Al- fatihah to 4 muslim teenager who died in this event . Amin .

3) Haze

Too bad . It hit the unhealthy note on IPU system .

Until the government have to make 'Cloud seeding method' .

Just pray for the better . Amin .

Let's we as human being, 'muhasabah' ourselves back .
Until we get the answer of what all happen .

God give us some test to make us remember where we come from and to remind us not to forget Him . Never .

As we hear this quote everyday 'Everything happen for a reason' .

Hope everything will turn out just fine . Amin .

P/s: this is reminder for myself . Foremost .

Thursday, February 27, 2014

Mother momma mommy

Happy birthday mommaa !

Sorry for not being a daughter that you can be proud of .

I love you to bits ! Mmuahh :*