Sunday, December 15, 2013

Accidentally ;3

Tonight Idk why I just can't resist to stalk everyone's that ever been involved in my life like maybe couple years ago or more. The exs, the ex's wives, the ex's scandals, the ex's scandal some more. The exs's ex (life is phuckin complicated I know right SMH Lol)

Time goes by. And its all different now. Sometimes when it's recall I just can smile and maybe with a bit laugh coz I wonder how actually I went through all of those shit? So many things happen.

And what in the whole world made me thinking to act stupid and live in miserable like that? Its funny anyway. Haha.

But ya none of it was ever worth the risk tho. Served you right bell. Haha.
Really. And so fuckin damn true that time is the best healer in the universe.
So all that we can do is waiting patiently coz everything gonna turn out just find bebeh. Hehe.

I can say am a lil bit "proud with myself" because now am able to see everything with no hard feeling anymore. Ya maybe a bit hurt but for heaven's sake I'm fuckin okay now compare to years before haha
Whatever it is, life must go on. Goodnight cold world.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Not too smart I think lol


SMARTER

If I had one wish it'd be for you and all your friends that didn't like me
If I had one wish it'd be that we had danced more at that apocryphal wedding
If I sound angry, I'm sorry
This body can only cry for so long
And if you want to blame me, then go on
I'm smiling now 'cause I'm smarter than you think

I'm smarter than you
I'm smarter than you think

And I apologize for not telling you that my halo was cut from paper
Sliced from the fibers that made up all the parts that we were together
Even though I miss you, I'm thankful
Its obvious that this war was futile
So put your hands together and clap for
The painful choice you've made 'cause it's right

I'm smarter than you
I'm smarter than you think
I'm smarter than you
I'm smarter than you think

You are the narcissist
You're everything you saw in me
(Into the sea you fell
In love with the reflection of yourself)
You are the narcissist
You're everything you saw in me
(I felt the ocean's grip
I swam away to watch you drift)
You failed to see I'm smarter than you think
I'm smarter than you think

I'm smarter than you
I'm smarter than you think
I'm smarter than you
I'm smarter than you think

I'm smarter than you (I found out)
I'm smarter than you think (The hard way this time)
I'm smarter than you (We were right)
I'm smarter than you think (This was all wrong)